there's something wrong

there are so many thing i want to tell
there are so many thing i want to let out
but something in me just doesnt let go.
i go through the whole day in numbness,
thinking of those secrets.

today i have become very numb,
today my mind no longer works
today it takes alot of me to smile.
today is gone
but there is tomorrow
and there is forever
if there is any tomorrow
or if there is anything as forever.