Stranger of Time

Lately I’m a stranger to myself
Feeling strange is something I can’t help
I feel like I’m very empty
Like nothing makes sense inside me

Is it because of the changing season?
Or of a more complicated reason?
People who’ll read this may say I’m OA
So what?! It’s what my heart wanna say

It’s strange how I feel when I see you smile
How I glance at you when I pass you by
But the strangest is how bad I feel
When missing you is what I should deal

Coz Everytime it comes I know I’m bad
Not just to you, but to me whom I’m mad
Further missing comes with losing trust
Thinking you don’t care when we lose in touch

I know I shouldn’t as I don’t want to
But I don’t know what I should do
We always say that we don’t have chance
It’s not true, we have them in our hands

It’s just that, we seem to let them pass
Let others take them away so fast
Just want you to know you’re really missed
So won’t you lend me some time please...