Love is a lie

I don't love you...

I never did....

I lied when i said i love you 'cause you don't love me.

Is it hard to understand...all the hurtfull words
all the times we shared those moments i never loved you.

as i walk away i knew i lied to myself and to everyone 'cause i still love you.

But to you is only her...

I love you but i can't keep on living like this.

The cold metall is so revealing, and as i pull the trigger my last thought is...

I love you Gerard way...I always have and always will.