Disappear*

Lack of sunlight

Nothing warm

I'm gathered in the night

My body leaving torn

Scratches and bruises

Haunt my sleep always

Anything he chooses

To keep me in my daze

I forgot to count my memories

I place them here or there

Lock it away so he can't see

Or catch me unaware

I've always felt like a butterfly

Empty fluttering in my song

I can't allow my beat to die

Still I follow everything wrong

I don't think of what may happen to me

Only float away, til I can't see

The red is bold

The light unclear

My aura is sold

So I disappear~