Mirror

(Reflection)

I’m losing it, losing my mind, losing me
I’ve lost my light, I can’t find myself
I can’t look in the mirror, I fear I hate it
I don’t know me anymore.
Did I ever?
No one knows me, they only think they do
No on wants to…I don’t want to
I don’t want to remember
I can’t be me
I am trapped on the inside looking out

(Impact)

They say I have problems,
I can’t say whether it is true, I can’t tell any more
It’s not normal to fear one’s self, but if I were normal I wouldn’t be here
I never wanted any of this, I didn’t make this happen
Is my brain twisted or am I?
Is this me I am looking at?
I can’t take this, it has to end, I have to, you need to go away
My head is pounding,
I can’t tell who is staring back at me
You aren’t me
You are nothing to me

(Shattered)

If you’re gone, why am I still here?
No more staring, why am I still here?
I still want out, I still hate me
Time to let go
Just forget who I was, who I am
No more,
I’ve got to get a hold of my mind
I’m not crazy
…I’m just never alone…
…So Alone…