Hate Me Anyway

It was supposed to be the best time.
It was supposed to be the last.
But no longer do we hold those times.
They went by so fast.

And as I speak to you each morning.
It's sad to say I don't feel anything.
The love has gone, along with me.
My heart you tried to steal.

So imagine when every summer comes around.
I'll blow you one more kiss.
And I'll try to fulfill your last wish
Be glad you were lucky enough to love this much.
So if you think of me again.
Think of how it was back then.
And thank god that you had a chance to live.
Let your fears run a stray.
Do me a favor honey, it's not to late.
And hate me anyway.

All winter long I've been trying to forget you.
But the snow angels children made look like you sometimes.
And on Friday I went to visit family.
And they talked about you all night long.
I screamed at my little sister Lucy.
For your name is what she has given her doll.

I know I messed this up for me.
I know I've messed it up for you.
But promise me one thing you'll do.

Imagine when every summer comes around.
I'll blow you one more kiss.
Baby I'll pull you off the ground.
And stare at you as the sun fades.
As the raindrops fall.
Please, you haven't lost it all.
So hate me anyway.