Another Note You'll Never Read
Dear Boy,
I slit my wrists as i lie to myself saying things will be ok. It will get beter. But who am I fooling? It will never get beter. I'll never be ok. I am almost nothing. But merly an image of discrase. My heart is cold. My stare is blank. And my smile is fake. I watch the blood trickle sown my arm. Your name shines brightly in the darkness. I carved it into m y skin. You said you loved me, always and forever. But I geus for ever isnt as long as I thought it was.Now I have you to thank for my tears and my scares. I hope your happy. I'd never want you to feel my pain. Just know how you hurt me and if you can still sleep at night then I geus I was right. You dont care. I am nothing. And I'll never get beter. But now I ask for your help. I beg you. It wont stop bleeding. I only see red. Please just take my hand, hold it tight, and promis this time you wont let go.
Hopeless and forgotten,
A girl who means nothing to you.
P.S- Im sorry I love you so much. I geus I'll leav you alone now. I can see you are happy with out me. I'll keep writeing these notes you'll never read.
I slit my wrists as i lie to myself saying things will be ok. It will get beter. But who am I fooling? It will never get beter. I'll never be ok. I am almost nothing. But merly an image of discrase. My heart is cold. My stare is blank. And my smile is fake. I watch the blood trickle sown my arm. Your name shines brightly in the darkness. I carved it into m y skin. You said you loved me, always and forever. But I geus for ever isnt as long as I thought it was.Now I have you to thank for my tears and my scares. I hope your happy. I'd never want you to feel my pain. Just know how you hurt me and if you can still sleep at night then I geus I was right. You dont care. I am nothing. And I'll never get beter. But now I ask for your help. I beg you. It wont stop bleeding. I only see red. Please just take my hand, hold it tight, and promis this time you wont let go.
Hopeless and forgotten,
A girl who means nothing to you.
P.S- Im sorry I love you so much. I geus I'll leav you alone now. I can see you are happy with out me. I'll keep writeing these notes you'll never read.