My Final Breakdown (The Promise)

As i sit here waiting for you, the one in whom all my faith is placed
i realize something. You are never going to come.
They told me to be wary, she stayed close by for
the reason we all subconscioulsly knew.

You did it; broke my heart. Well, watch me leave.
This is the last time. I can't stand your lies any longer.
You can't actually have thought that i'd trust you blindly forever.
You did? Well, here's a toast:

To friends that were there, boyfriends that weren't,
the exes i blew off for you, the fights i had defending you,
to those who knew it wouldn't last, and to those i wouldn't forgive;
those who didn't believe in you. Now i know why.

I waited forever; excuses flew from my mouth like bats from a cave.
I always said you'd come; they were always right. I can't believe it;
I got angry at everyone but you. You were the one who deserved my hatred.
You were the one who needed to be shunned.

Well, now i know better. I can't believe i didn't see it.
All the things you said, talked me into believing, were lies.
Everything you promised was fake. I can't believe i was so
blind. It's over now: I can see all the things you did.

If you come around this time i'll know. I may have been
blinded the first, second, and third time but, now that i know
you're going to get what you deserve. No girl in this town's gonna trust you.
I'll see to it. If you dare to charm one of my friends: i'll break your neck.

I hope you understand that i am not you.
Everything i just said is true.
No lies, no deception, and no false trust.
This is NOT a threat; it's a promise.