Fallen

I wrote this to keep the pain away
I wrote this to keep the demons inside me at bay
I wrote this to tell myself I am human
I wrote this to keep it all inside, to keep my insides from spilling on the floor
But what I wish I could say is….
I wrote this to tell you I am through crying, sighing, lying, and dying for you
To tell you, as these tears fall that I am tired and sick of it all
And the worst part of it all
Is that you weren’t aware
That you were making me fall