falling part 4

Everyday
This problem grows
Is it truly a problem?
No one seems to know but us
Do I give in to my mother’s pleas?
Do I give into my fathers’ threats?
End it before it can really begin?
Do I listen to him and let it start?
My heart is aching
The pain is so bad
What can I do?
This is so hard
I pray to God
Yet no answer
I can’t do this alone
When will I know?
Please someone help me
I’ve fallen from grace
No one meets
I need to know what to do
But I want to choose my path
Help me I’m falling farther
Falling what will become of me
What will be come of my baby?
All this pain
All this hurt
Only because
Of his fathers skin