Crying, Dying, and Starvation

I'm starving myself in an atempt to cry
I'm crying before I go to die
Maybe I should just leave and let her play with any new dogs
Because I don't matter and I know it
I take this razor one last time
And dig into this wrist of mine
I know that I can't take anymore
Please just let me close the door
I can't breathe
I can't eat
I can't sleep
And my heart won't beat
What am I supposed to do
I can't live
Not without you