I Can't Live In Bliss

School is done for.
I don't get to see you anymore.
I feel my heart ache.
My hands start to shake.

You walk away happy.
I know this may sound sappy.
It hurts me to see you go.
But I can't, I won't let it show.

I secretly loved you from afar.
I watched as you drove by me in your car.
Without even knowing it, you left your mark.
I thought you were so great, like a big white shark.

But you didn't know who I was.
On my heart, I felt some sort of buzz.
Something was telling me we were never meant to be.
But I'm too blind to even see.

I'm scared of leaving.
With fright, my chest is heaving.
I can't take this.
I can't live in bliss.