Anything But Love

(this is about my upcoming story Weight of The World On Her Shoulders. I plan on having three parts: Weight of The World, Heart Of The Sahara and Call of The Spirits. BUT those ideas haven't been completed yet.

Anything but Love is the theme song of the series that the main character, Amara Maria Lydia Blade, will sing to the boy that she overheard saying he liked her. :))
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Too many broken loves, too many broken hearts divine! Don't you DARE say you like me, say you love me, I'll never forget that's just another lie told to raise my confidence, and I live in a broken state, so I can survive the pain a little bit more, walking through the rain. Fighting all the pain, I don't need your lies, I don't need you lying to my face I don't need anyone saying they liked me

Chorus:

Because anything and everything close to my heart has been lost, I lost my mother, my father wouldn't let me attend the service, scars make their home on my arms, my depression hides beneath the mask, GOD, give me anything but love! If you do so OOOH-OH, I'll be bound to your side and I'll trap myself forever in silence.....

Verse:

Or just send me to a burning core, stripped down to the lies I felt in my heart, tell me you love me my God just end my life, I'll never forget, what my last friends told me, that if I ended my life, I'd be ending their pain, Hades come and slaughter me, just give me anything to numb the pain, for your own gain, you decided to admit, the fact that after 8 years of brutal violence that you liked me, listen the hell up I've never liked you in the least bit, so find another girl to obsess, obsess over her give me anything but love

(Chorus x3)

TEMPTING INSUFFICIENT, I CAN'T END MY OWN LIFE, GOD STRIKE ME DOWN, TELL ME, I'LL NEVER REGRET MY ACTIONS IN LIFE LED ME TO MY OWN DECISION (crossed to the other side I'm trapped in a death day)

(Chorus x2)

(Ends)