Crucify

(This is for Candy Kaulitz who's Sumemr Trouble is one of my favorites EVER. She is a very talented writer and deserves recognition. So I decided to write and vocally arrange Crucify in Emma's P.O.V about her situation with the Kaulitz twins)

I will never be yours, I can't just get over it, why would I be yours after what you have done to her? For all I know, she could be dead, I want to live, with a fearless heart, now that dream has been crushed, don't you dare, come out and say you could be better for me

Chorus:

That's in your fantasies, I know you have about me, what I would give to erase anything of you from my head, I want to crush (I want to CRUSH) this life I've made (life I've made) and return back to my home in the States, Maya I'm sorry for not realizing who in the hell he really is, I can't breathe with these two FOOLS in my sight, just crucify my life here, hang it up in the hall of spirit's memories, take me back, I am done here, for all I know, he should just forget me and go with her

Verse:

My time is done (time is done) I am gone from here (gone from here) he told me I was anything but ordinary, if I'm that special you could have FOUGHT HER OFF, what am I if I didn't know you would do these things, oh my god get the hell out of my head, leave and let me out, I need to be anywhere from here, crucify my heart and let me die to you, I can't hold on any longer, suffer without me in your life for all I care!

(Chorus x3)

I can't fight all of the lies you have kept from me, summer trouble plagued us from the start, your brother thinks he's in love with me, I'd rather die a brutal death, I'd rather be crucified, just kill the sun and take me home, getaway, runaway hideaway, you've led me astray, I need to be in a dreamer's hideAWAY!

(Chorus x3)

(Ends)