Being a different person hurts

Maybe I wasn't suppose to be so loud and happy
Maybe I was just suppose to be alone,
and giggle to myself at the stupidity or craziness of others,
instead of being one of those people making fools of themselves

Maybe I wasn't suppose to turn out so confident,
because sometimes, out of confidence, comes cocky-headedness,
which then leads you to think that you could do absolutely anything,
when you really can't

Maybe I wasn't suppose to suddenly become so smart and talented.
So many expectations and pressure from all those around you.
Family. Friends. Teachers. Employers.Those close to you.
Because it will all result in trying to impress them,
and when you fail to, you fail not only them, but yourself

Maybe I never was suppose to end up falling in love,
because it all results in heartbreak, depression and distress

I never use to be one of these people
But you can't help but change
It's just the way of life

I was better off staying quiet and keeping to myself
Because I've really got to say
Being a different person hurts.