Choices

If i fall
will you catch me?
or will you stand there watching

as i plummet
mixed emotions bubble
underneath the surface

your face is a mask
but mine im sure is changing
from fear, to love, to hate

my last thoughts
as i drift away
over and over they play

trying hard
to get the message out
how its not anyones fault

"dont worry
about me
about you

and how you decided
not to catch me
its okay

i understand
all i can say
is i love you"