past

they say i am a good kid but i they new my past i wouldn't exist
i feel bad because they don't know whats wrong when i site in
my room and cry till i cant cry no longer
i feel like I'm suffocating from my past
i want to put it away like its a book and never let anyone read it
I'm tired of being someone I'm not
i don't have a choose
so now I'm going to act like my past is like a book
and never see, think about it and never let anyone find out about