Wishing, Waiting, Loving

I love you,
Reasons unknown
People always asking
Never sure how to answer
Wanting more
Expecting less
Wishing, waiting, loving
Confusion takes over
I dont know whats real
Or whats fantasy
Searching for answers
Getting more questions
Wishing, waiting, loving
Trying hard to hide
The fact that I am so lost
So very lost
Losing my way every time
Cant even find myself
Fighting my way back
Losing what I want
Gaining what I dont
I feel like screaming
But I cant make a sound
Everything is going wrong
There isnt anything to do
My love is feeling lost
Wishing, waiting, loving
I keep trying for you
But I cant make it much longer
Im losing myself
Not even you can get me back
So be quick, my love
I dont think it will be much longer
Things arent how I planned
And Im almost gone
Im really gone
Never again can I love you
If only youd loved me too
Then maybe I wouldnt be
The way I am now
Wishing, waiting, loving