I'll Never Recover

I’m sorry I’m ungrateful
For everything you’ve done
I’m sorry I am hurtful
I guess I’ve always helped no one

I’m sorry I get angry
It’s always at me, not you
I’m sorry I’m just me
I never meant to hurt any of you

I’m sorry that I want to be alone
I have so many problems, yes I do
I’m sorry for my tone
I can’t hear my own voice, just like many other few do

I’m sorry that I’m sorry
I’m never good enough for anyone
I’m sorry that I’m writing this poetic story
It’s just that my emotion weigh many a ton

I’m sorry for the people
Who I called my friends
I’m sorry that this is where
My own tragic story ends

I’m sorry I walked into the bathroom
And opened that sacred cupboard door
I’m sorry that I swallowed so many pills
I know I’ll never recover like all the times before

So now I’m lying on the tiled floor
This is where Fate takes my hand
In my life I couldn’t have asked for more
Now I see all the beautiful angels stand

They shake my hand one by one
With their plentiful grace
I am now long gone
From the human race