Haunted

Tell me why am I still breathing?
I've blocked out this feeling now I can't even cry
It's been so long since I felt this way
I don't want to go back to that
I've built this barrior so strong I can't even see myself
I can't hear myself think
I can't feel myself breathe
I've become so numb
Why has it turned out this way?
I can feel the earth shake beneath me
This nightmare is just too real
You haunt me more than you'll ever know
Please give me a sign that I am still here