Crushed

My mind is a ball of fire,
Set alight by the deepest thoughts.
Love should be a good feeling,
Why did you have to be my desire?

My heart was crushed,
and I know you didn't care.
You lied to me,
and it was all so rushed.

You have her now,
I don't matter anymore.
It's not like I exist to you,
but, I'll have to allow.