Worthless

What would it be like to forever
look at a face you don't recongnize in the mirror?
How would it feel to suddenly realize
the voice I always heard was suddenly mine?
Is it right for me to be who I am?
To live just because I can?

When everyone else gets second chances
Who ever said that I deserved a first?
Better remember everything I said
Cause now I see that I'm better off dead.

I thought life had no clear meaning
I'm tripping over words that never meant a thing
Just tell me now that I'm finally gone
That every thing we had was just love gone wrong

When everyone else gets second chances
Why should I ever deserve a first?
Better remember everything I said
Cause now you see that I'm better off dead

I love you but I'll never tell
I love you but I'll never tell

When everyone else gets second chances
Who am I to ever ask for a first?
Better remember everything I ever said
Cause now all you want is for me to be dead....

I'll be gone before you'll have the chance to say goodbye.