A Dark Day.

Notes: i wrote this on a very bad day, i was going through severe depression and at the time i was questioning many things, including my faith. but now my faith is stronger than it's ever been and i'm doing much better these days than i was when i wrote this. it's only human to question things occasionally, faith, life, everything. but i still believe in god and as i said before, my faith is stronger than it's ever been.
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Why do i feel so condemned in this world,

What did i ever do? i'm just a girl!

Maybe the sun only shines on some..but some of us were born to have none.

Some were born to be undone,

By the darkness that constantly comes.

To be kicked down each time you stand up,

And to be hated each time you need help standing back up.

To give everything you have, and recieve nothing back.

To look at the end of the tunnel expecting light, but only black.

To give all your love to some one, only getting it thrown back in your face,

To never have a true loving embrace.

To be on your knees crying, with no one to comfort you, you feel like your dying.

Begging for the answer to why darkness surrounds you,

But hearing nothing but the empty silence in the room.

Maybe we were born this way..

So we would try harder every day.