Lack of Drawing Skill

Like a bird with a broken wing,
Trying to fly but can't.
I attempt to draw something amazing,
But I've always lacked skill.

My pencil collides with the paper,
And creates some shapes.
The shapes lack clarity,
They lack control.

They are like my life,
Hideous, vague, and pointless.
Like an entangled bush of hair,
They are disgusting and cannot be fixed.