Regret

It seems as if life is just leaving me behinde.

Everyone is going somewhere and im just staying here.

I have always said that i would never regret anything but now i do.

For the first time in my 14 years of life i regret something.

That something is befriending you.

Im not telling you who you are because thats just not right.

But i regret getting to know you,

I regret opening up to you,

telling you my secrets.

All of it everyhting i ever told you or showed you i regret it.

why? you ask

its fairly simple.

you took it all away

my friends

my music

my style

its all gone

And i hate you for it.

I wish i could just go back in time and not befriend you.

I wish i could just go back in time and know that i shouldnt go near you.

I wish that if i could wish anything in life it would be that i didnt regret anything but you ruined that.

You ruined it all.

You act like if im never there,

you talk about me like if i wasent right infront of you.

I hate you.

You broke me down.

You ruined me.

I became weak all because of you.

How caould i have let this happen?

How could i have let you tear me down?

Break me apart?

Take everyhting i worked so hard for?

I hate you and i dont regret saying it.

what i do regret

is meeting you.