Me and my Monster

It’s another sleepless night after a pointless fight
And I slowly forget what the word ‘alright’ means
How does it feel to be alive?
Please tell me, cause I don’t gee it anymore.

While the stars sparkle,
Like millions of fireflies,
Like only your eyes used to shine,
I fight over and over against deamons and monsters
That crawled from under my bed and my head.

Oh doctor, please don’t lie to me like this.
I don’t think I can stand the pity in your eyes.
Will I make it till tomorrow to see the light?
But something tells me it goes the other way.

So I count the stars and make a promise in my head
To never let anyone so close, like you have been.
The clock struck twelve, I see a shadow by my door.
Oh Mr Monster, tell me now, why do you have his face?