i wish i could hate u, but be careful 4 what u wish 4 [please comment and be honest please]

hi....im alone now
they told me 2 go away
now in standing in the rain
alone and unloved
now go away cuz all u do is make things worse
u just try 2 help me
so u wont look like ur mean
but please go away
all u do is remind of how much i hate myself
but i wish i could hate u as much as i hate myself
but be careful 4 what u wish 4.....rite
so beat me tare me make me pay
ill just 4 give u away.