The Feeling Inside

I'm happy
I'm sad
I'm lost
I'm confused
What do I do?
These feeling inside
Are jumbled and scatered
What am I feeling?
Happiness or sadness
Love ot hate
I'm so confused
That's all I know
Everything else unknown
So now I ask
The feelings inside
Are they mine
Or are they lies
I try so hard
To understand
I try and try
But it's still unknown
About these feelings inside
I can't ask
I can't show
I can't let anyone know
About the feelings inside
I get angry
I don't know why
I start to yell
I don't know why
I feel like
The world is falling down
All around
Because of the feelings inside
I feel tears
Threatening to fall
But they vanish
I feel loneliness
Or am I mistaken
Is it happiness?
I don't know
I feel so confused
About these feeling inside
My heart cries out in pain
But I don't know why
Is it the feelings inside?
How do I make it stop?
I want to die
But don't
I push the thought
To the back of my mind
I can't
I won't
My mom
My friends
That's the only reason
I don't
I can't stop now
I won't stop now
I can't hurt them
I won't hurt them
They can't
They won't
Hurt the way
I do now
I just want it to stop
These feelings inside
My heart feels heavy
It hurts
I feel the tears
Build up inside
But none come out
It hurts
Make it stop
These feelings inside
They're loud
They're heavy
The feelings inside
They're jumbled
And scatered
Please,
Someone
Tell me
How?
How do I make it stop?
How do I end the pain?
From the feelings inside