Wallflower

*This is a song btw, which is why some bits will be repeated xD*

Wallflower (For Rachael)

Hey, hey, are you listening to what I have to say?
Or are you too wrapped up in your day to day drama
For so long I’ve listened, for so long I’ve cared,
Not today. Not today.

Can you see me in your mirror while you’re doing your hair?
Sitting on the floor, staring at the ceiling,
Can you see these tears escaping, my mascara is bleeding,
But as long as it’s not yours, then what do you care?

Do I have to scream into your ears?
Do I have to collapse into your arms?
Do I have to shake you by the shoulders?
Do I have to reach out for your palms?

Is it not obvious that I’m not okay?
Standing on my own, silently observing,
A wallflower in corner, wilting away.

Hey, hey, you’re on the phone, crying to me,
That your boyfriend of two weeks has fucked you over
Usually I’d be round, to quiet you down,
Not today, not today.

Can you see me from your window, as I walk on by?
With a bag full of my things, a purse full of my money,
Off to see someone and it isn’t you honey,
I hold up my middle finger, and watch you cry

Do I have to scream into your ears?
Do I have to collapse into your arms?
Do I have to shake you by the shoulders?
Do I have to reach out for your palms?

Is it not obvious that I’m not okay?
Standing on my own, silently observing,
A wallflower in corner, wilting away.

Can you see me from your window, as I walk on by?
With a bag full of my things, a purse full of my money,
Off to see someone and it isn’t you honey,
I hold up my middle finger;
Cry, baby, cry.

Is it not obvious that I’m not ok?
Standing on my own, silently observing,
Is it not obvious that I’m not ok?
Sitting on the floor, staring at the ceiling,
Is it not obvious that I’m not ok?
Tears are escaping, my mascara is bleeding,
Is it not obvious that I’m not ok?
Standing on my own, silently observing,
A wallflower in the corner, wilting away.