Kill the smiles, bitch.

I can't stand your happiness
Contagiously spontaneous, your smile, that sickening radiance.
You're laugh is so melodious and hurtful its..
Impossibly so predictable, but why do I seem so incapable of this?
This madness, I'm consumed with grief and sadness as it
Consumes my body, my mind, and I freeze; its
Like I'm left out of a circle, a loop and I can't get past these walls; its
Like I feel compelled to think it's all your fault, which
I know is so naive and it makes no sense..
I don't hate you for who you are, or what you do and I don't hate you because you're you, its..
that...
I just hate you for your happiness.
and maybe...
because you're kind of a bitch.

~C.I.