Unwritten.

No words come to mind
I've tried writing this
Millions of times
And I can't think straight
I'm shaken and weak
And a thousand miles away
Because we're divided by the gray skies
That continue to rain on my parade.

A hole in my heart
Pierced by the title waves of my imagination
I can see it happening
Replaying itself over and over again
One moment -
One minute -
One second -
Every single lie that ever slipped out
Will stay with me for the rest of my life
Until I lay cold and still in my grave
Just like you
And every mistake you've ever made.

I can't hold it against you anymore
Deep down
Somewhere inside
I know of a mother meant to stay hidden
From the entire world
And every blinded soul in it.

Your good intentions
And your love
Were always there to help you up
But you never took those chances whenever we tried
Because now you'll never know
How many things I wanted to tell you.

I'll always regret it
Please believe me, just this once because
You have no idea how sorry I am for never writing back.