Daddy

Daddy why don't you love Mommy?
Why do I smell vanilla on your clothes?
Mommy doesn't have vanilla purfume.

Daddy?
Why did you choose her over me?
That slut who drew you away from our family.

Daddy why did you let me down?
Why did you throw away your paper crown?
The one I gave you when you were my only king.

Daddy why did you do drugs?
Was it because it made you forget about your youngest daughter?
My sister, who held you up so high before you crushed your throne.

Daddy?
Can you hear me?
I'm screaming. I'm screaming.

Daddy why give me up?
Daddy why choose a girl not double my age to marry?
Daddy, I used to love you.

Daddy?
Daddy are you there?
Daddy, do you see me bleeding for you?

Daddy why did it have to come to this?
Why did my hate for you grow into the hope of a divorce?
I was glad Mommy never loved you anyway.

Daddy why am I your mistake?
Why am I the oldest, deadest thought in your mind?
Daddy, I gave you up too.

Why can't my pleas for your attention be enough?
Why must I cover my feelings up?
You never deserved my time.

Dad?
Father of the fucking year?
I'm bleeding, don't you hear?