Bullimia Never Looked This Good...

What is this beauty that we are all looking for?
It’s all so hectic I don’t know anymore
When ugliness and imperfection is all you see
What exactly is this person you want to be?
You lay awake, you cannot sleep
You’re giving up and counting sheep
Stomach hurting, you can’t eat a bite
Gagging, choking, this isn’t right!
Why do we subject ourselves to this?
Longing for nausea’s numbing kiss
A dirty habit is all you are
You can’t give up, but you try so hard
It’s all so bad, so wrong, unfair
But you need to do it, you don’t care
Try to keep your hands busy, away from your throat
It’s too late to stop, you missed the boat
Perfect is something we’ll never be
But we try, we’re living in a dream
It’s becoming more than you can bear
You’re life is a joke, a dream, a nightmare