When I

When I look at you
I get so many feelings
Some
I don’t want
Some
I pretend
That they aren't
Real
But I can’t
Hide from the fact
That it is

When I talk with you
I hide all these feeling
Hide them
From both you
And my self
Lying to my self
Trying replacing them
With something else
But in the end
I can’t deny them

When I dance with you
The feelings grow stronger
I turn my back to them
Pretending that
They aren’t there
Running away
Is the easiest thing
But I know
It is wrong

When you kissed me
All these feelings
That I had
Hide from
Lied myself from
Escaped from
All of them
Got back

When I think about you
I think about
That I have reached
The point
Where there is
No turning back
I can’t
Hide
Lie
Escape
From
The fact
I love you