Silence...

Silence...
as I sit by the river bench.
Silence...
as I think of everything they said,
and I remember how they looked at me.
Silence...
as I realize there is no we
silence...
A raging storm destroys my sane thoughts,
as I struggle
but I know I'm lost.
Silence...
as my foot touches the water,
as I slowly make a path
Silence...
as I fall
and everything goes black.
Silence...
as I hear my heartbeat slowly fading,
begging me to breathe.
Silence...
as I slowly hit the ground,
and for the last time
a sob leaves my mouth
Silence...
as I see no more
and the tears stop flowing
as my heartbeat stops,
so does my pain
and my mind goes silent
once again...