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"I want to be remembered
as a smiling face
not this fucking wreck
that has taken its place"
I want to be remembered as great
not some shining plaque
of mediocracy
I want to follow
this path of fate
which has allowed me
to demonstrate
A deterioration
Into suffering
This collision
Of misery
This breaking tide.
My heart; Your hands
I'm falling to a greater place
where I feel nothing
I see nothing
I am nothing
We'll lie in bags
Dead like winter
with the sky above
so bright and blue.
And we'll be happy
We'll feel joy
We'll be free
With nothing in our way
Just this endless void
Of static sea
nothing above
nothing beneath
we'll be free to waste away
alone together
forever and never.