Baby, I'm Just Soggy from the Chemo

this spider of a disease,
spreading misery and pain,
spins it's web through my weakened body,
through my heart and through my brain

if you could talk to me,
and just give me some company,
maybe i could be saved
but the way things are looking now,
that won't happen today

if you could kiss me one more time,
don't leave me alone tonight,
refill my veins with hope,
and say everything'll be all right

if you could look at me and know,
i'll see you again someday,
take this deathbed wish to your heart,
things are better off this way

your love wasn't enough to save me,
or so the doctors say,
keep in mind as i leave you behind,
things are better off this way