S.U.I.C.I.D.E.

S – subconscious way of dealing with problems. A default way to “end it all”. A way to tell people FUCK OFF, deal with yourselves however the hell you want, because I won’t be here to pick up the pieces when you fail.

U – unintentional act of stupidity. A way to screw yourself over, but then again to completely put yourself at rest. No more pain, suffering, heartbreak, emotional torture.

I – intentional plea for help, but usually it’s too late to even try to help. You’re dead, so who the hell can help you after that? Hell why would anyone want to help you to begin with?

C – complete and total bliss. Just no more. Nothing. Void. Null. EMPTY.

I – internal war with self hate. A way to say, I hate you, you worthless piece of shit, go die, while actually doing something about it.

D – deterioration. A complete and total melt down of your whole emotional and physical system. DEPRESSION.

E – eternal, everlasting hell. (Sounds fun, right?)