Rose Blood

dark petals bleed black
my chalice runneth over
sweet blood on my lips
it makes me immortal
sweet rose bllod
it drips from dying petals and twisted thorns
falling into my broken soul
an elixir of life beyond death
a key to heaven, or hell?
the roses are crying for me
tears of blood that shatter dreams and awaken screams from deep within
a constant nitemare
haunting me
killing me
making me a shadow of death amongst the living in a world of light
making me bleed black
on roses and silent wishes from my immortal soul
i plead that thy roses shall vanish
to stop this addiction of mine
my shallow heart,killing roses and drinking their sweet blood
trying to save myself
trying to save something that cannot be saved
my chalice imbrued
anathema
i hear a dirge playing
like a sweet lullaby
sending me to my eternal sleep