have you ever

Have you ever felt that everything was your fault?
Have you ever done something that you now regret?
Have you ever wanted to kill yourself?
Have you ever druged yourself to take away all the pain?

Have you ever wished you were in someone elses place?
Dead.

Hurt
Crushed
Ruined.
Destroyed.
Regretful

Thats all a feel and I wish it NO more.

It was my fault and I can't live with myself any longer.
I'm sorry.