Mistake

I kissed him when i didnt mean to.
Now im scared to tell the boy i love i did.
If i do im scared he will leave me for my mistake.
I made a mistake and i wish i didnt.
My heart is broken.
I think if i tell him he will understand, but i sit here wondering if i should tell him or not.
i love him so much.
i dont want to loose him for my mistake.
i dont want him to hate me.
if i loose him i have nothing.
i will die if i dont have him.
i want to spend the rest of my life with this boy.
if i tell him i know he will leave me cause i am a slut.
i sit here crying as i write this cause im scared for my life.
he makes my world.
without him im just a girl.
but with him i am a girl with someone who loves me and cares for me.
i want to tell him but i cant.
i know he will leave me.
i cry my eyes out knowing he will be gone and it was because i kissed him.
why did i have to kiss him.

IT WAS A MISTAKE!!!

if i loose him tomorrow i will go and kill myself.
i made one mistake please give me another try.
i wont fuck up this time.
MISTAKE!!