Endure.

He doesn’t speak
I try to hide
The looks we share
Prove that he lied

No guilt he shows
And makes me fear
For all I know
He doubts I’m here

Yet here I stay
To watch him more
No need to leave
But I’m ignored

Some wretched part
I seem to be
Of his past
But I agree

I’m not a slut
I’m not a whore
I made mistakes
And nothing more

It won’t take much
To make it worse
And soon they’ll be
Driving my hearse

Just know it hurts
For me to stay
While you enjoy
It everyday

I know that you
Could care less
But please, for me
Don’t add more stress

It hurts a lot
When they attack
I can’t control
I can’t fight back

You’ve made it all
Extremely rough
I want to leave
I’ve had enough

But I can’t just go
The chain reaction
Will give them all
Their satisfaction

Just don’t look at me
Like you did before
And I should be
Able to Endure.