Venomous Misery

So much pain my head
I feel like its blowing me to death.
The venom had infected my brain,
My heart can no longer sustain.

Noises. All I hear are noises
It's tearing my brain into pieces.
Stupid yellings, stupid screamings
I'm starting to lose my being.

Darkness is all over me
I do not know how to breakfree
The ghosts have conquered me
They will not set me free.

I'm starting to lose my light
I felt that I wanna give up the fight.
I don't know if I would still believe,
That life has more good to give.