Partially Sedated

break my heart, take it apart
analyze the fears inside
leave me for dead, inside my head
with this lack of control over my soul

within my skin, a bitterness
take my pain, leave loneliness

because i've lived and lost and loved
alone, no pain can hurt enough
i'll never bleed enough to die
all my tears for all my tries

these lessons taught from every hurt
have never registered or even worked

As I lay partially sedated
I realize that I'll never be jaded
enough to give up
on life and love.