listen

[just listen
i told you how i felt, but you pushed me away.
i told you i didn’t mean it, but you didn’t know what to say.
i miss you like crazy even though you’re always there.
it’s just not the same ’cause you just don’t seem to care.
i’m going to go insane- plus i don’t know what to do.
i’ve tried talking, but i can’t think of anything but "he doesn’t care for you"
i pray that you’ll just listen since you don’t know how i hurt.
but you only block me out and label me as a flirt.
you may think you really know me; you think you read me like a book.
when you can’t even see me and you wont even try to look.
just listen to me- do you even know what is going on?
"you pushed me away" is what i’ve been screaming all along.
you never talked to me whenever i needed you at all.
you made me feel as though you enjoyed to watch me fall.
i listened to the rumor and tried to hide away.
i threw up nw walls so all hurt was kept at bay.
you still don’t understand- why can’t you ever hear me scream?
or everything i ever tried to say- while the tears became a constant stream...
but don’t ;eave me behind- i still love you, you see..
and i want anything but for you to just drop and leave me.
so please, just come talk- i promise not to cry...
just try and see if you can give us one more try.]