Nonexistant Life

I recently came to grips
That my life ain't the shit
I keep telling everyone it is
Because all this is . . .

Is my sadass fucking-boring
Pathetic nonexistant life
And all you are is a memory
Of my sadass fucking-boring
Pathetic nonexistant life

I recently came to see
You would always be
A reason for me
To be a little happier with . . .

My sadass fucking-boring
Pathetic nonexistant life
And all you are is a wish
Of my sadass fucking-boring
Pathetic nonexistant life
But can it be pretend if you're still breathing
And is it real if all you are is dreaming
And if it's true that seeing is believing
I guess you're happy when you don't see me

And being alone is what sucks the most

About this sadass fucking-boring
Pathetic nonexistant life
And all you are is a
Sadass fucking-boring
Pathetic all-too-existant memory
Of my nonexistant life