If Only...

Oh holyness, can you get me a drink?
All i need is some beer, or some water
Oh friend dear, can you not leave me?
I never pushed you away, so please stay

Oh happyness divine, whats going on?
The confusion in my head is too large
Oh memories, are you really this painful?
That lump in my throat is just too real

And if only i could have more time
could i be someone better?
Would you have spared me the pain?
Should i have left you all alone?
I hope the salt trickling down my face
has a reason and wont be for nothing.

Oh Holyness, can you get me a drink?
I need something to wash down the day
Oh friend dear, can you not leave me?
I'd smother you in love if you'd stay

Oh happyness divine, whats going on?
The cliché has scored another victim
Oh memories, are you really this painful?
Or is the dream in which you leave for real

And if only i could have more time
could i be someone better?
Would you have spared me the pain?
Should i have left you all alone?
I hope the salt trickling down my face
has a reason and wont be for nothing

And perhaps if tomorrow's a rainy day
i could go outside without anyone knowing i had cried
That lump in my throat hurts like hell
but the only thing that feels worse
is that you ache more than me

And if only i could have more time
could i be someone better?
Would you have spared me the pain?
Should i have left you all alone?
I hope the salt trickling down my face
has a reason and wont be for nothing