Betrayal and Love

I still love her,
But for some reason,
I feel as though I've betrayed her.
I'm so frustrated at myself that I don't know what to say.
I want her,
And have wanted her,
Though I've also wanted him as well.
I understand her fears,
As I have the same ones,
I don't want her to hate me for this,
But if she does who'sshe to blame,
I would hate me too if this happened to me.
I want her to forgive,
But I don't know she knows,
But now she probably will.
I love her,
I love her,
I love her,
But I love him too.
I will want her to forgive me,
If only she feels anger, jealousy, or hatered.
I love her and I want her to know that.
I love her and always will.

I LUV U HALEY!! I ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL!!!! YOU'RE MY SPARKLING DIAMOND!!