Annoyances

He makes me want to tear off my own ears
He lives his life without any fears
I want to punch him in his face
And then I would leave without a trace
I want to kill him and saw him in half
Just for to have a thrilling laugh
I want to hold him tight until he can't breathe
I want him to leave yet never leave
I love him and yet I despise him
I want to tear him limb from limb
Yet I want help stay together
I wanted to write him a love letter
I want him close,I want him far
Is love supposed to be this annoying?