Pain.

The dreams that have came to me everyday
I can’t stop thinking about you
And that scene still remains
And I thought, how could you be so cruel?

Every single painstaking day I have to endure the pain
My heart breaks, it suffocates me,
It drives me insane
It drowns me everytime I trace your face in my thoughts

And then I scream out of my dreams,
And wake up still alive
The pain is getting stronger every minute, it seems
I wish it could all just fade into ashes, disappear.

I struggle to wake every morning
I know I have to stop crying, I should.
If only this heart can be healed,
But it never would, it never would.

How can I stop the pain?